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metallidean_grl
09 July 2015 @ 11:58 pm
I  L*O*V*E  Supernatural
I am a Dean girl through and through and am a fan of the Metallicar, hence my name metallidean_grl
Have been a fan since day one, this LJ is my happy place, my joy, my valentine to SPN, no bashing allowed
Just pure love and thoughtful talk, mixed with RL and other things

My LJ is Friends Only.
If you Friend me, please send me a PM and introduce yourself

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metallidean_grl
18 August 2012 @ 10:08 am
It has been brought to my attention this morning that one of my posts from this past week was put on Google Alerts. I don't want my posts going out to Google Alerts or anywhere else for that matter.  So, because of this I have decided to flock all of my postings from here on out. There may and will be some postings that I will unlock to all users, but because of this I am now going to Friends only postings.

This posting is unlocked because I have some friends out there that I have not friended back. While I have never heard from any of you in comments, I don't want to exclude you from my postings if you are interested and wanting to still see my posts. Thus, why I have unlocked this post. If those friends would like to continue reading my posts, please either PM me or make a comment here in this posting and I will friend you back so that you can continue to read my posts. Otherwise, you will be excluded from here on out in reading my posts. 

I am ambivalent about doing this because I have gained several friends because my posts were unlocked and they were able to read my journal and want to be friends, but yet, I don't want my posts going out to the general public either, and I don't want to have to censure my titles or my posts because something MIGHT be picked up by something like Google Alerts. So I do this with mixed feelings. But the internet is a big wide world out there and I would prefer my LJ to not be as big of a part of that big wide world.

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metallidean_grl
04 July 2012 @ 03:48 pm
Hello everyone and happy Wednesday to you all. And Happy Independence day to all my American friends. I hope you are having a good day.

Today's Vid Rec is by fatedcinderella. She is also a favorite vidder of mine. In fact, she did one of the first vids I ever watched and it is because of that vid that I came hooked. But unfortunately, that vid is no longer on her YT page, otherwise I would have recc'd it long ago. So, here is another of her great works. The song used for this vid is 'Brand New Day' by Forty Foot Echo. Vidders summary: Sam & Dean-I think I'll change my ways, so all your words get noticed. Tomorrow's a brand new day. Basically, it is about Sam and Dean healing their fractured relationship. It's a nice feel-good vid and it just helps me to realize, yet again, how much I really love these two brothers.  Enjoy!!


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metallidean_grl
01 July 2012 @ 10:13 am
Just had to post this for all to see. secretlytodream just posted a new vid, and this one is pure awesomeness.

The song used is an instrumental entitled 'Last Song' by Gackt. There are a lot of voiceovers in this one and they all come together so seemlessly and tell a beautiful story of Dean and Sam Winchester. This is basically S1-3 brotherly love. This is such a wonderful display of our boys and just brings everything about them back into focus and brings me back as to why I love these two so very very much. Be careful in your viewing, it may bring tears to your eyes, as it did to mine.  Enjoy!!!


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metallidean_grl
28 June 2012 @ 08:43 am
I haven't done one of these in a long time. I've read a lot of good fics lately, but in order for me to rec it, it has to have that "something" different, that "something" special. I read another fic a couple weeks ago that had that "something special" and I will eventually rec it. I want to rec that with a Hijinks posting, so maybe next week.

As for this Fic Rec, it is entitled Trial By Fire by Morgan. You can find it here.  

Here is the author's summary of the fic: Character study of John Winchester. "John loves his boys. But Mary was his hope. What got taken from him that night was more than just his wife, the mother of his children."

This was a very interesting study into the mind of John. As you all should know by now, I love John. He was a flawed man, but he was a good father that did his best for his boys. And this fic really delves into John and his thinking and why he did what he did. The struggles he faced with raising two boys after the death of Mary. 

It was never really spelled out in canon except for a small tidbit of conversation between John and Azazel about John knowing about Sammy. We don't know how long John knew about this, but given as to the way Mary died and where she died, he had to have had some gut instinct that there were big targets on Dean and Sam's backs and he had to do what was needed to make sure his boys were prepared for what was to come. 

Being a soldier in Vietnam, John had the experience and knew what it would take to make his boys ready, and he did exactly that. This fic explores the struggle he felt having to do that. It also explores his observations about the close relationship of Dean and Sam and how he is a little jealous of their intimacy, but yet, acknowledges that in order for them to survive they will need that shared closeness.  This fic also looks at John's observations about the character of Dean and Sam, individually and together. It also shares with us how John knew and felt, that eventually to keep them safe, he will have to make a big sacrifice. As hard as that will be when the day comes, John will be willing to pay it, no matter what. Because they are his boys, they are Mary's boys, and he loves them, more than himself, because he is their father.

I really enjoyed this fic and if you want to read a good study into the mind of John Winchester this is definitely a must-read.

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metallidean_grl
27 June 2012 @ 03:42 pm
Happy Wednesday everybody!  I hope everyone is doing well for this middle of the week kinda day.  I didn't have time to post this Rec this morning, was working on a project before work and had to get that done first, above anything else. Mission accomplished. So, now that I am home, here we go.

This vid is set to Air Supply's All Out of Love, and yes, it features the classic scene of Dean singing along to the song. I love that scene and it is so classic and funny with Dean singing this Pop Love Song and how uncomfortable Sam is that Dean is singing. Awesome. Just love these two. Anywho, I suppose this vid could be looked at in a slashy kinda way, but I choose to look at it as two brothers who have gone through hell together and just have a very strong bond. The vidder is MickeyBeast52.  This is a fun, quirky vid and the scenes are set really well to the lyrics. It is a short one, but it is fun, nonetheless.  Enjoy!!!


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metallidean_grl
20 June 2012 @ 09:00 am
Hi there everyone!  Happy Wednesday to you all.  So, it is Wednesday, and do you know what that means - it's my Vid Rec day.

Today I chose a vid by pearvodka. The song used in this vid is 'Always Keep an Edge on Your Knife.' The concept behind this vid - well, let me preface this. When episode 8.01 airs on October 10, it will be the 150th episode for Supernatural. Such a huge accomplishment. So, this particular vid was made in honor of the 100th episode wherein the vidder shows moments from the first 99 episodes of Supernatural. Some episodes may only be featured for a second or two, but they are all there, plus the vidder does a fantastic job of matching the action of the vid with the lyrics. Enjoy!!!


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metallidean_grl
13 June 2012 @ 09:00 am
Happy Wednesday, hump day!  Yay! We are on our downward slide to the weekend. Can't wait. Been feeling a little out of sorts so far this week, so I am looking forward to a relaxing weekend (hopefully).

On to our Vid. I wasn't sure what I wanted to rec this week, an angsty one or something more crack/fun. I went with the fun/crack.  The vidder is Lsketch42. The vid is entitled 'The Great Winchester Debate.' In the words of the vidder, "she has taken it upon herself to end the biggest debate in fandom."  Well, at least she tries.  It's fun, either way.  Enjoy!!!


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metallidean_grl
06 June 2012 @ 08:01 am
Happy Wednesday everyone!  I hope everyone has been having a good week so far. Can't complain too much here, it's going as best as can be expected, I guess.

Anywho. Today's vid is from ash4897. The song used is Dolly Parton's "9 to 5"  The vidders comments about this is that "it is just another day at the office. This is part crack, part action, part feel-good, part episodic and a smidgen meta."  This is a fun one, the action scenes match up fairly well with the lyrics as it gives us a pretty good overview of the boys day at their "office" - you know, ganking monsters and such.  It'll bring a smile to your face.  Enjoy!!!


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metallidean_grl
30 May 2012 @ 07:57 am
Hellatus is in full force, once again. Yikes!  Because of that we now need to find other Supernatural ways to occupy ourselves as we patiently wait for S8 to begin. So, yea, I am starting up my Vid of the Week again for the summer. I will try to post a different Vid that I particularly enjoyed every Wednesday.

Today's vid is by secretlytodream. She is a master and many of you may have already seen this vid as she just posted it just last week. But, I thought it needed to be shown again. In the vidder's words: "Season 7 has ended and now we have 4 months of partying. I decided to start this angst fest with this vid. I really loved Crowley's words about Sam being well and truly on his own, so I thought I'd discover this theme. There's just so much a person can take before he gives up, right? And we now have seen quite a few times how the boys were this close to giving up. It always provides a lot of meta and all, so this is my way of coping with how the season ended."  Dean and Sam have both been at their breaking points numerous times, and yet, they keep on going, but yet, we continually ask ourselves, how much more, really, can these guys take before they have a complete and utter breakdown? They are heroes in my book. This is a very angst ridden vid, but like I said, she is a master, and this is so well constructed with the moody music and the voiceovers, and then the visuals from the show - take a look. This is a great one. Enjoy!




You can find the vidder's original posting of her vid here.


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